January 14, 2019 by Cassandra Johnson
I’ve revived my knowledge of the Soyuz bus terminal
from which I can select a bus company to take me across 4 cities to reach Pisco.
Lima is the closest major city with an airport and Pisco will be the fourth stop
on the four-hour trip from the Peruvian capital. Another note I recalled
recently is that certain countries require that your passport be 6 months out
following the time of your visit. Seeing that would be exactly a few days after
my plans, I submitted everything I would need for a renewal this past Saturday.
Several entrepreneurs I have been following on YouTube have
been saying – Be afraid and do it anyway. They have been saying it’s okay to fail
as long as you fail forward. You are always learning something about yourself
and others and the varying degrees of adrenaline and exhilaration that you receive
reminds you what matters or perhaps what doesn’t.
Therefore, when faced with everything that continues to show
up as a burning option, I find it best to try on some level even if those tries
are seemingly delayed (weeks or even years later). Success is inevitable in the
very attempt itself, in schooling us on how to prepare, what to do, what not to
do, and what gives us life. This has been true for me in all aspects, even if the
reality doesn’t exactly match the perceived goal.
I believe now that because I took some chances (that may have seemed unnecessary at the time and perhaps some were), I was inadvertently encouraged to keep taking them. This encouragement showed its way through during my first stay in Pisco. I thought volunteering abroad during high school and college was a little too daunting, so I surprised myself that I later picked an organization that would primarily require me to get 3/4ths of the way there on my own.
As I was now settled in, (as much as one can be when she is
far from her traditional creature comforts) and as I was comfortably immersed
with my large volunteer family, I see I still needed some encouraging reminders
here and there. I think everybody can give to anyone and I think everyone that
has helped me or shot me an encouraging word or smile has been just as helpful to
me as hours spent rebuilding, donating or having a heartfelt conversation. This
visit we paid to a wonderful family provided me with some welcome encouragement.
It was a typical hot day in the desert, characterized by a soon
to be typically chilly evening. It was on this night that this family had
especially singled me out and I was in the awe to the extent that it went on. I
heard them ask about me, ask the Director to have me sit with them and while
they were affectionate with the entire team, they were intent on all I had to
share about my simple likes and dislikes. It became so endearing to the point
that it seemed we shared a previous kinship though I was very aware that their particular
building project was one on which I had not worked.
In true, admirable, resilient, and enterprising form, the
family had prepared and was selling a fundraising dinner to which we showed up
to support and enjoy. Throughout my stay in Pisco, I had been working steadily on
other rebuilding projects, (and yes, getting a nice feeling that comes from trying
to help anywhere in any capacity), but as we ventured over, I was imagining engaging
just a bit here and there especially since I had not been a part of this one
and my group was kind of a crowd.
The volunteers that knew them well (since they had built a nice
recreational area there) laughed, joked and showed their love right away. The
other volunteers immediately showed their love as well. We were gathered
around, dishes were being served up, soles (the currency, plural) were being
exchanged. People were play wrestling, playing soccer with the children and the
moments spoke to the roots now implanted in both our own hearts and those of
our now extended Pisqueño families.
I was used to being involved, working, playing, defending
others leading when necessary but, at that age especially, I was oh so ready to
continue my role off the radar. Our hosts disagreed. As I was singled out from
the multitude of other traveled volunteers from a variety of countries. . . as
the family celeb-styled interviewed me and when I thought one was just
hypothetically inquiring about what I like to eat – yet returned with that
specific dish, . . . I was in awe.
Every day meant that I was enjoying myself, feeling rejuvenated,
feeling tired, homesick, intermittingly ill, loved and loving and perhaps they sensed
it. (It had taken me a while to get to this point.) My heart fluttered at the
endearing purposely incorrect experience of them introducing me to additional
family members as “sobrina de Obama”, Obama’s niece (as they knew that I was no
relation.) I answered in Spanish: “I wish! Then I’d be rich.” We laughed and although
I was super proud of the affiliation for a number of reasons, I thought it
would be light hearted and very true to mention this would also mean that I would
have no financial concerns.
I could make it about being underrepresented, when there
just happened to not to be a lot of people like me there at the time. Yet, when
we returned a few months later, others similar to me did not share my specific
experience. I could make it about this or that and the only reason I would even
momentarily search to make it about anything was because of the propensity to
explain things away. Altogether, it was a sweet loving appreciation given to the
team as a whole as well as individualized exchanges. When we had barely returned
a second time, and the smiles widened, and my name was called out, I simply appreciated
it being something I could not easily dismiss.
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